New chapter of my life...

Salam…

New chapter of my life begin..

This date.. 23/4/2015.. it’s one of the turning points of my life..

I know this is the best for me..

So I won’t complaint much..

I can’t even complaint right..

It’s a beginning of a new chapter..

As prof suzanna said it’s d last chapter..

Won’t u finish it??

Whatever u want to become after this… it’s up to you..

Whatever.. not necessary to b a doctor..

U can become anything else..

Just end this chapter..

N all of u can start a new book..

This last chapter of my life..

I hope that it’s the last..

Definitely I don’t want to extend another year..

I’m not too young for that..

I really67556 hope that He give me strength..

His strength… coz I don’t have any right now..

Nil..

It’s ironic…

Before this I would always pray that I would really really really need to pass this..

 But after d very234 bad long case I’m just hoping that

“ U know d best for me right… so give me whatever..”

It’s like…

I don’t know..

Like I know that I’m not ready for this..

To be a good doctor..

I think I won’t survive if I were being put alone with patient..

In sabah or srwk or anywhere else that there would not be enough doctor to monitor me..

That’s why I would choose to work at HKL..

Coz whatever mistake that I might do… I have a very4857 strong back up..

Haha… it’s a cruel thing to do xtually..

But I can’t help it… feeling this way..

But we would just see if I would be another me in this 6 months…

If I would be trusting myself..

If I would want me to treat me..

this is...

a new chapter of my life...

start!